I don't know how will I'm going to describe my feelings. Oh, i feel very very sad and feel so much guilty in my heart. Sometimes it really makes you upset when you know that you have caused bad feelings to other people because of sharing somethings. I guess thats the other way of disclosing yourself to other because your feelings might also be the feelings of the people you are disclosing with. I just hope I have'nt said it, I just hope that I didnt shared it and just keep it with myself, but things do happen now and I am only praying to God that it will turn out right, that every heart will be healed and free from hatred, anger and bitterness, and above all, I prayed that God will forgive me and soon will show me His mercy and goodness.